The Story of a Non-Relationship

We went out last night for the first time in our brief friendship (met on beach once, had sex at my house all other times!). I had to go to something and B agreed to come with me, bless him. It was pretty awful so we escaped and went for sex in the back of his campervan. Hmmm...weird rare night out for me! The sex was amazing as usual, if a bit speedy for my liking.

Which brings me on to the "quickie". After our incredible 8 - 12 hr sexathons quickies just don't do it for me anymore. I'm always up for more! Ha ha still it's better than nothing and far superior to any other quickie I've ever experienced so shouldn't complain.

Ah he was supposed to come over tonight but he's too tired after a long day at work. Bah. Maybe tomorrow or else Tuesday...yikes! I'm outrageously horny thanks to last night's quickie. That's the effect this man has on me. He's very sensible to keep our meetings down to twice a week - keeps me gagging for it which is exactly how he wants me to be and helps to prevent emotional attachment.

We fit so well in so many ways but this is such a great time to be actively avoiding a "relationship" outcome. It would not work for so many reasons. But as it is I have mindblowing sex, great company, free drugs and fellow drug fiend to take them with, love of the same music and excitement in bucket loads. It would definitely ruin that buzz if we started spending too much time together. I don't even particularly fancy him until we go to bed and his wonderful hands start to stroke me...then aaahhhhhhh heaven! Perfect fit in all ways physically and also in the sense that he likes to dominate and I like to be submissive (in a very low key way, no props required!). Wow what an incredible stroke of luck to meet him AND to end up fucking him! Could so easily have never happened...

Read a blog yesterday that could have been written by B. Almost word for word how he explained the non-relationship idea to me. It's by sleepwalkersreverie and is called Too Much Love Will Kill You. Get inside the minds of many men by reading this!

How am I going to last tonight out? Aghghgh! I'll have to see if I can flirt outrageously with anyone on the net. Today I was so horny I was even checking out the Morris Men who have invaded our town this weekend. Now that is desperate let me tell you!