The continuing story of a non-relationship

Eureka! I've worked out the solution to my outrageous sex drive problem. As you know from previous posts B gives me the best sex of my life twice a week. But it's so incredibly good that I'm permanently horny in between visits. I had started to look at casual sex websites thinking that as B and I had no monogamy pact maybe I could find another guy for another night in the week. Then the disastrous brickie (see previous posts). And then an incredible weekend of sex with B. After our 6 hour session last night he came up this evening for about an hour and a half. Amazing! So that got me thinking...I won't get what I need from another real life man because none of them can live up to B. Solution? Erotic on-line chatting! Then I can imagine the guy doing what he says and of course it'll be fantastic because it'll all be in my imagination.

I've sent an e-mail to married Brighton guy cos I think he'll be up for it. Course I led him on a bit by pretending that I'd just met B...ha ha. See what he says anyway.

I could do with some erotic chatting now. B left here half an hour ago having made me cum over and over and I'm already horny again! I think I'll adjust my profile if the Brighton guy's not into it and I'll find someone I'm sure.

Off to download MSN now...he he

Later...

I downloaded MSN. Brighton guy said it'd be better to wait to see what happened with Mr Right, as he put it. Then I just checked my messages again and he has changed his mind, he's up for chatting! I'm really pleased because his message also had attached a picture of his cock and surrounding areas. Really lovely, got me horny straight away! He's got the right body type (tall and slim) and wonderful tackle. Cor could be really nice. Anyway I sent him a message on MSN and very quickly he replied. We just started chatting and then he said he had to go. Hopefully will get some hot chat later...

I've thought a lot about how I've changed recently and how it seems like the past 10 years have been grooming me for this adventure. When I got married I more or less took on celibacy as I didn't fancy my husband and couldn't keep up the pretence for long. After I had a baby it was a perfect excuse to give up all together. Then my first boyfriend after my marriage broke down taught me about dressing up which I'd never done before (no one had ever asked me!). He was a bit pervy so I got to get a glimpse of that side of sex. Next was the angry guy, but he had a lovely cock and I honed my BJ skills on him. Also I learned that I was naturally submissive which was a great relief. I can't take the pressure of being in control. Also because he was so verbally abusive and spiteful towards me for so long I was prepared then to ditch the whole relationship thing altogether. So I met B at exactly the right time, just before the final split with the horrible ex. Now I can combine dressing up, submission and cracking BJ's for wonderful, exciting sex. And drugs and music too without the bullshit of a relationship. Perfect!