The Story of a Non-Relationship

Well it's Sunday morning after the Saturday night before. It was great as usual tho only 6 hours (I guess he was tired after working all day!) and the drugs made me sick briefly. Hmmm not sounding too great is it? ha ha it was fabulous, he is the most amazing lover in the world! Or at least in this part of the world. He introduced some new role play which was very exciting. I've been wondering if over time he's gradually going to get a bit more hardcore about the whole Master/Slave thing. At the moment I'm his sex slave but he only asks me to do things I want to do and in the nicest possible way. Be interesting to see how the role play thing develops...I love him being my master yum yum!

Had a few e-mails with married man from Brighton yesterday. He sounds ideal but then so did the brickie! I told him briefly about the brickie and how he had talked the talk but not delivered at all. This guy seems pretty confident that he can deliver all of what I've asked for. Then he asked me to meet him daytime. I'd said in my very first message when I saw that he was married that I couldn't do daytimes...annoying! He says he'll try to get a night off but we'll see. If this one turns out to be a bust I might give up and be happy with my lovely B even though twice a week is killing me! Might not even get my quickie this week as have to go out to work on quickie night. Aghghghghghg! Oh there's an older guy from Kent interested too. A lot of the guys who wink or e-mail me I woudln't touch with a barge pole but he may be ok.

For some reason I'm feeling a bit down this morning. Very strange as we took MDMA last night. It didn't really do it for me this time, for some reason, and I don't feel this morn like I normally would after a night on e.

Ah well, I wonder how long it'll be before I get another night with B. Could be a week! ahghghghghghg! That married man from Brighton sounding more appealing by the second ha ha. Actually I'm not outrageously horny this morning for the first day in ages. Maybe cos I had sex for 6 hours last night but I didn't cum! Neither did B, I wouldn't let him cos I wanted to keep going but we fell asleep anyway.

It's going to be a gorgeous, sunny day today. I should take advantage of not being outrageously horny and actually get some stuff done today!