More about a non-relationship

Who should text me this morning trying to get text sex out of me? The angry ex, of course. Wednesday is his day off work. Sigh...and then he asked if I wanted to fuck him tonight! I said that I would if I thought he could be nice but that his low opinion of me would make me feel cheap.

From the previous post you'll remember that I had a weekend of wonderful sex with B. Sigh...and then I had the idea of talking dirty with guys on line to satisfy my outrageous sex drive in between B's visits. Rather than...ahghghghghghg!...disastrous fucks (see previous posts).

Married man in Brighton sent an apology for disappearing the other night but is being very reserved. No dirty talk even though he sent a lovely picture of himself. I sent a couple of saucy ones back and still no dirty talk! Last night I wanked over his cock and balls picture...cor nice fantasies I was having of finally meeting him after a few weeks of dirty MSN talk and us both being mega horny. He's my no.1 seed for dirty talk cos his cock reminds me of B's and his balls of my exes...lovely! When I told him about wanking over his picture he started acting jealous that I'm fucking someone else but still he didn't talk dirty. How ridiculous! We know nothing about each other and haven't even had MSN sex...I just sent him an e-mail to say that it was getting a bit too much like hard work and if he was like that in bed then I was losing interest. See if that works. Oh, we have an MSN sex date for tomorrow night.

Apart from Brighton there's a guy in Ashford who sent some dirty poetry and other dirty talk. It was good stuff but I found him a bit scary. I wanked over some dirty MSN talk with a 20 year old the other night. That was ok but he went too fast and was obsessed with getting a picture of me wearing stockings. I'm hoping that Brighton will come through...he's very sexy.

GREAT NEWS! I started my period today so I'm not pregnant by stupid, idiotic, crap-in-bed, boring brickie!! (see previous posts) And I couldn't have fucked my ex either even if I'd wanted to. Now that could be the universe telling me something?

Course it also means that another session with B will have to wait til Saturday but actually I think that may suit him this week. It's not gonna be good for masturbation either, no deep fingering for a few days. Well not without a lot of mess ha ha

Oh life is so good at the moment.