The continuing story of a non-relationship

If you haven't read my previous posts from the beginning then good luck trying to unravel what on earth is going on in my sex life from this one!

The angry ex texted again today. Strange. Having told me he was never going to talk to me again he's showing a lot of interest in me at the moment (see previous post). B also texted as he usually does ah smile.

Anyway, back to Brighton...we had a really good chat this evening. He told me in great detail about the 4 - 6 hours of pleasure he would give me given the chance. I was really turned on especially when he also gave me a little slide show of pictures of his cock, yummy! He sounds like another B. Could that be possible? [pause...] Oh my god, I've just had the most wonderful few fantasy moments. Brighton and B and me - what a threesome that would be if Brighton lives up to his promises! Crikey, it would be unbelievably awesome. But I'm never going to suggest it to either of them. These guys have to be in parallel universes. They must never meet. Brighton showed an interest in the threesome scenario so maybe I'll have to set about finding yet another guy...haha the 20 year old kid! (see previous post) He'd be up for it I'm sure. How hilarious is this becoming. I'm having a semi-clandestine non-relationship with B, and potentially a totally secret fling with Brighton and the kid. I couldn't tell ANYONE I know about this new twist if it comes off. Because it's becoming clear to me that I have the beginnings of a sex addiction. Have started arranging a meet with Brighton only one day after I decided I would use him just for dirty talk. Pretty weak resolve eh? Especially bearing in mind the disastrous brickie. This time I must must must say no if he's not a good kisser. Somehow I think this guy is the real deal tho. I was stupid with the brickie. I didn't ask him for details or dirty talk or anything. And then I slept with him because I felt sorry for him driving all that way for nothing otherwise and also just out of curiosity. I barely remember it now and it was less than a week ago (see previous posts). I'm really keen to try Brighton out now. I have a number to text him on but he only has it at work cos it's his "other" phone, the one his wife mustn't see. Tomorrow's Friday then the weekend. He's busy all weekend with visitors so can't text til Monday. Well, that's quite convenient cos I need to sort stuff out for a daytime meet. It's only gonna be an hour or so over a drink or coffee. Oh and lots of snogging. Not til next Wed if it happens at all so better stop thinking about it.

I need to put Brighton out of my mind and start fantasising about B again. He'll want to fuck either tomorrow or Saturday and it'll have to be Saturday cos of my period. Just thinking for a second about it has made me so horny!

You know this whole adventure started out on a regular internet dating website. I thought I was looking for a new boyfriend and was not particularly optimistic. What I found was the world of no strings sex! I never would have thought I could throw myself into it so easily and wholeheartedly. I used to think that good sex was connected to emotional attachment. Of course it is sometimes but not necessarily. Good sex just needs a good lover and a high sex drive. I'm so happy that this has happened to me now in my early forties when I still have my good body and good looks. I've got a few potentially exciting years of this ahead before I start to look old and unattractive...yipee!