More on the story of a non-relationship

If you want to understand this post you really should read the previous 10!

Sunday eve...
Yes, it has now been a full week since B and I last had sex. He didn't come up for a chat last night in the end. He's only texting me tonight and nothing dirty! Aghghhghg! I'm trying to stay calm, he's going through lots, but what's the point of a fuck buddy who won't fuck? I'm discovering just how selfish I am!

So last night I had no action at all. Neither Brighton nor the kid were on MSN...boo hoo. Well I knew Brighton was not going to be around for chatting, family stuff. The kid is on-line but I don't even feel in the mood. Am I finally losing this outrageous sex drive? Maybe it's the sex with B that brings it on so strong? Don't know. Let's see if I get really horny when I meet Brighton on Wed (hopefully). I could ask the kid to get his cock out on his webcam again. That was nice...he he.

It's amazing how a week can seem like such a long time. In my everyday life the weeks fly by but in my sex life a week is an age. Exactly one week ago B snuck in and ravished me but I can barely remember it now and am finding it harder to conjure up the fantasy to get myself horny.

Monday eve....

I just read what I wrote last night...ha ha! I did manage to get into my usual horny state and persuaded the kid to get his cock out on webcam. Then he disappeared. Oh well...it was nice while it lasted. I got myself off in bed fantasising about B sneaking in and having his wicked way with me...just like he did last weekend. Yum yum!

Today has been a fantastic text sex day. B started sending me really nice, sweet talking texts so obviously that immediately made me horny as hell. Then out of the blue the angry ex texted begging for a shag! I led him on something rotten. I'm half expecting him to turn up tonight or at least to text after he's been to the gym or something. I didn't answer his last text in which he gave me his word that he would be nice and warm and loving if I let him come round. Heard all that before from him...I'm tempted though. It's been over a week since I was last fucked. So then I had the idea of texting Brighton for the first time. I started with "Boo! Guess who?" and he ended with "I can't wait to lick your sweet pussy" so you can imagine the conversation in between for yourselves.

I'm trying to set up a face-to-face with Brighton on Wednesday. It'll only be for an hour over coffee...good job cos otherwise I'd definitely let him fuck me regardless of what he's like ha ha. And I'm doubly glad because B has promised me Thursday night...sigh...heaven!