The continuing story of a non-relationship

Tues...
The angry ex didn't turn up last night but did talk dirty to me down the phone. It was rubbish, but I pretended for his sake. Didn't want to make him feel bad. Why am I so accomodating? Anyway he texted this am but I haven't answered. Can't be bothered. I know after last night that I don't want to sleep with him again, he was rubbish!

Spent a lot of time today chatting to Brighton by text. He was laying it on thick and I was leading him on a bit. We meet tomorrow morning, it's all set up! It was meant to be a chat over coffee, then it became a snog and by the end of the day it was snogging and groping in a public place. Hmmmmm. This guy is pretty confident. I find that attractive (of course!) so if he behaves as he texts then I wouldn't be surprised if we found a way to fuck in the short time we have tomorrow! Even though we're meeting in a public place...

B has been sending sexy texts too to get me all hot for Thursday night. It's working! A snog and a grope tomorrow with Brighton will be a nice prelude to the upcoming performance I think. Wonder if there'll be a chance to sleep with Brighton. B's life calms down after next week and I think I might be seeing a lot more of him...in which case I wouldn't be able to fit Brighton in. After tomorrow's meeting I'll know whether it would be worth the effort. Brighton's so keen though. He was already talking about setting up another meeting and we haven't even clapped eyes on each other yet. I've certainly managed to get him horny as hell for the imaginary me...ha ha.

In the end I think I won't mind if I just have B but it's gonna be fun to try Brighton out. I've defintely ditched the ex and I don't wanna do the kid, unless he's the third of a threesome. So if Brighton isn't mindblowing then I'll probably end up being happy to have B. Or will I? Since I started this blog I've changed my mind daily so I shouldn't make any predictions. There's always the chance of a real life opportunity even if I give up trawling the internet. So never say never.

Wed...
Met up with Brighton at 11am this morning. He was in a suit so went to his car to get a change of clothes and a blanket so we could sit on the beach. Then...an hour and a half of finger fucking! I'm not joking...we sat down, snogged, hand up t-shirt, undo bra, be amazed at massive nipples, hand up skirt, finger fuck...on and on and on it went. Lovely! He was really getting pretty good by the end. Not a patch on Mr Magic Hands himself, of course (goes without saying!). But better than most by a long way. I had a feel of his cock but it was too public to do anything about it. We chatted briefly about how we could possibly work out how to meet up and fuck. Our schedules are totally incompatible! If I find myself with a morning or afternoon he says he'll book a hotel room. That would be very exciting...yummy.

I've realised that this whole thing with Brighton is a classic fantasy getting lived out (hopefully!). Meet up with a strange man, he can't resist your incredible sex appeal, he takes you to a hotel room and has his wicked way...mmm. Just making sure Brighton'll fit the bill, grooming him if you like. I suppose in the same way that B has groomed me for his fantasy. Which I'm sure is a prelude to a much darker one....we'll see. Brighton's not such a good kisser but his fingering was good and he claims to love giving head, so he's definitely worth persuing. I think he was pretty thrilled with me...certainly his cock was hard enough. He texted afterwards and said I had the sweetest pussy he'd ever known...tastes nice, looks nice and feels amazing. So that was great to hear. I do like a pussy man. He says he could do Tues, Wed or Thurs next week. Wonder if I can create an opportunity?

B just sent some nice texts keeping me hot for tomorrow night. I can't wait!