More on a non-relationship

Yes, things are hotting up!

In the last post I mentioned that Brighton had asked for some naked photos of me. I wasn't sure at the time but then went for it and sent him three pictures. The next morning I got a text saying thanks and another one to say how disappointed he was not to get a message summoning him over here for a quickie or more finger fucking at least. Later I chatted to him on MSN and he told me how he'd wanked over the photos that morning and how hot I was. Then he started asking for more photos. I asked him what he wanted and then for some reason started opening up to him and getting a bit serious. I talked about trust and how it can be dangerous to be too trusting. He didn't seem to mind and promised not to lie to me about anything. It's difficult to tell when you're not talking to someone face-to-face but I think he's genuine. In the end I agreed that I'd send him photos of whatever he wanted but that I was trusting him not to ask for something he knew I wouldn't want to do. He was really sweet and said that that was good enough for him and he didn't need the photos themselves just the thought that I'd take them for him. I said if he talked dirty to me later that night I'd take pictures of me fingering myself. He was pretty excited about that!

Later on as I was waiting for Brighton to log on the kid sent me a message! Well, that was a surprise because I'd written him off. He made excuses and was really sweet. I'm tempted to meet up with him too sometime. Brighton never made it on-line except to check his e-mail but I hadn't done the photos.

Today I chatted to Brighton in the morning and he was quite reserved but perked up when I mentioned meeting up next week. We finally settled on Wednesday 9:30am - 1pm at a hotel! It's really exciting to have a completely secret meeting with a stranger in a hotel specifically to have your brains fucked out! Quite romantic in a twisted kind of way...ha ha. It took hours to organise. Me arranging my schedule, him sorting out the hotel. I know he's desperate for this meet and of course I find that irresistable. There's nothing I like more than being lusted over by a cute guy. It makes me so horny! So Wednesday it is for my first proper casual hot sex date (we can't count the stupid brickie!). Wow! I'm hoping for lots of dirty talk leading up to the event...

And on top of that exciting news don't forget I have my sex, drugs n music all nighter with B tomorrow night. He's been sending me hot texts for a few days now and I just can't wait! It's got to be awesome...how could it not be? He's gonna sneak in to start with (no, we're not bored of that fantasy yet!) and then it'll be loved up sex on ex. Yipee!

And no, I don't feel any sense of guilt at the fact that I'm planning to sleep with two different guys within a few days of each other. I'm loyal to B but sex is just sex, a lovely sporting pastime. How I love having a fantasy life running in parallel to my real life. Hope I still feel this was as Wednesday approaches. Afterall it's five days away and anything can happen in five days...